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Moved on.

2011-06-23T12:20:00.002+08:00

New beginning, new start.

SHARMONEYX.

see you all ^.^

Mundane life.

2011-06-09T19:58:00.002+08:00

Things that happened in my life so far : sch everyday n my holidays started today, got an iphone4 white 32GB last thurs cox
My dad good mood, been dancing! , council camp started today, had fun with my girls, cut my hair short... I'm happy with it but people say it's not nice;( , haven't been mugging much cox it's the holidays so I'm studyin 40% for now but intensive mugging begins next Monday, still have sch next week even thou it's not compulsory for me cox I didn't do badly for amath but I'm under mr eric tan's class so it's a must.. Yep that's what I have to say.

Disappointment

2011-05-19T17:41:00.003+08:00

My results are not all out yet. But im already disappointed... even though i am yet to fail anything YET. It's no longer just about passing anymore. It's about getting your As & Bs. I know back in sec 3, im always pleased when i passed everything. The reason why i was so easily satisfied with my results in sec3 was that I was too committed to dance. Hence, i always gave myself the excuse that if i can pass everything, it's fine because I am always having rehearsals/practices almost everyday 2/3 weeks before my exams. However for now it's different. I no longer find excuses for myself. I make sure I attend my rehearsals and plan my study timetable well. I started to study consistently from the start of the year to make sure I am on the right track.

However today after looking at my results, I was so damn disappointed. Comparing my current results to CA1, it was a huge difference.

I am so disappointed over my Chinese results... in Prelim 1 i scored a B3 for Chinese. It was considered quite good as it's above the average. Well.... today i got back my Prelim 2 Chinese results and I scored a fucking C5 only. Fml..... Dropped by 2 grades, from a B3 to a C5. That feeling just suck. Oh and Chinese Os are in bloody 13/12 days????!!!! WTF??? How to get A1/A2????? I just wanna cry so badly now. I am so determined now to finish up TYS, and spam cloze passages and anything to do with Chinese.

I JUST NEED THIS A1/~~A2.~~

On the other hand, I LOVE PURE LIT. I didn't even studied but got a B4 for it.

It' so ironic that subjects i put effort in do not produce results. Ok, maybe lit is just a tyco subject. There's no guarantee you will do well all the time, kinda annoying.

Passed English, Lit and Chinese so far. The rest I am still unsure.. was so hopping this term L1R5 would be less than 25. Well i guess so not.. i would probably hit >32 and face the school's firing squad. Alright that's all I am off for Chinese tuition.

' Keep on dancing till the world end

2011-05-16T22:20:00.003+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER FOR NOW. YESSSSSSSSS ok caught Thor earlier on. WOOOOO i love the show!!!! thank god we chose thor over beastly coz people say beastly wasn't good! haha ok let me post some random pixx of me from last weeeek.

it was danzpeople recital. YES THANK U KEXIN FOR HELPING with my eye make up a lil. Haha i dam proud of myself coz i did my upper eye lid myself HEHE.

I SWEAR I LOOK DAM FIERCE IN THE MAKE UP HAHA BUT IT'S STAGE MAKE UP SO YEPPP. i realized my eyes dam big ^^

alright i shallllll update stuff later/tmrw/now i needa sleep, needa wake up @ 5 am tmrw :(

MUMMY'S DAY.

2011-05-08T19:27:00.004+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.

You are one of the coolest mum ever, a mum that i can talk to about anything.

One of the only mums that supports dance as well as one of the only few mums that does hiphop.

Yep , mummy you are very cool coz you do hiphop hehe.

My mum is the best , she does not control me tightly or anything. She trusts me and does not call me home 10 million times like some mothers do if their daughter returned home late. I THANK U FOR TRUSTING ME. I promise you I won't go astray.

I love you mummy for spoiling me so much even though i am such a bad daughter.

THOUGH I CAN BE A BAD ASS DAUGHTER I STILL LOVE YOU MUMMY <3

Thoughts.

2011-05-08T18:36:00.004+08:00

Yesterday after starbucks @ city hall with Jeanne, I spent my late night @ home watching general elections till 3am plus in the morning. I wasn't actually interested in it at first but i realized that it does concerns about our future so maybe I should be engaged in the current politics a little.

BY THE WAY, I AM TALKING FOR MY OWN AREA SMC. I AM NOT CRITICIZING ABOUT THE OTHER AREAS.

As I live in Telok kurau,my area is under Joo Chat SMC. If you guys watched the results, yes Joo Chat SMC is under PAP, again.

Worker's party was really close to victory/take over PAP. Honestly speaking, I actually hoped that WP would win stead of PAP. I lived in Telok Kurau area for my whole life already, honestly speaking there are hardly any changes except for old apartments being replaced by new apartments. PAP always say that they would improve the area but no did they?? My father usued to write in to PAP to complain about some issues e.g roads too narrow, people anyhow park their cars, etc and so on which i don't remember. If I am not wrong, none of the problems were actually solved.

That explains why WP was so closed to winning , PAP with 9,630 votes while WP with 9,248 votes.

I thought WP should win, why?

Yee Jenn Jong had lived in Joo chat for a very long time. He understands what the people in Joo Chat's area are actually mainly concerned about and what do they really want.

Obviously some people would vote for WP because they rather have someone who understands the area to lead than a leader that may not fully understand the area well.

Some lines from his rally speech :

" I can do more, because I live in Joo Chiat and if things are not well, I will be affected and I will jump on these agencies or companies much faster. I live in Joo Chiat 7 days a week."

"They have put my parents’ home in Opera Estate where I lived for 28 years into Joo Chiat. My home next to Siglap centre is right at the centre of the Joo Chiat SMC. So are the schools I studied in, St Stephen’s and St Patrick’s, while Temasek JC where I have served for 20 years in the alumni EXCO is just across a road."

Though PAP won , it was a close fight,a really close one.

So I hope PAP do a good job for the next 5 years, and please be humble about your victory. For those that followed closely, the is the worst general elections results ever since independence. In overall, 60% of the votes goes to PAP and 40% goes to opposition parties.

Well Singapore still NEEDS PAP however it's time for some opposition parties to fill up some seats in parliament before PAP gets too ignorant about some issues. This is a wake up call for them. If you were to see the other areas that PAP won, they actually won by a very small percentage. It was not even a strong victory at all.

On a side note, I respect George Yeo. We had just lost one of our best ministers in the parliament. He had done a good job over the years, it's a pity that we lost a talent in the parliament.

Instead of having the deserved ones to be in parliament, we have people like TPL.

OK i am looking forward to see changes/improvements in my area for the next 5 years since PAP promised to do their best and all.

Never give it up easy.

2011-05-06T20:24:00.005+08:00

Last Sunday( i dont remember when!!) when Skye came to my hse for awhile to study,chill and lepak all haha. AND WE SPAM PICTURES like old times.. ahhh i miss japan now:(

ok sorry pls close the window if u dont want to see our faces hehe thx.

The thing i stick on my window had melted :(

K IM OFF TO STUDY , i been slackin for 2 hrs :(((

D.A.N.C.E.

2011-05-06T19:00:00.006+08:00

I did so to prevent my skirt from flying up :)

EVERYTHING RELATED TO DANCE IS OVER FOR NOW :(

speech day, recital yep it's all over..

Some pictures from Speech day:) last school performance, cant believe it! My journey in the Temasek Freestylers kind of ended already. It's a lil too fast... can't believe it , 4 years! I really appreciate on how much Ms Jackie & Mr Gerard groom us and correct us when we make a mistake. Most importantly, the friendships and experiences i gained from this whole 4 years. Really a wonderful journey :) I L U all my dancers! The jrs were really sweet to make a board of messages of us, thank you all lovely jrs!!

2011-04-29T01:05:00.001+08:00

Friends with benefits?

Relationship with no commitments?

Together for desires?

Just can't get enough.

2011-04-29T00:53:00.004+08:00

HI all i haven't been blogging cause i m having rehearsals every night!!!!! and tmrw is Danzpeople's recital ;)

Alllllll the efforts are gonna be paid off! Well i m so tired from dancing at night and rushin hw or studying after rehearsals/on the bus home/rehearsal breaks.

Guess what guys..... after tmrw my MYE(Prelim 1) begins 3 days later which is monday, the start of prelim 1!!!!! i think im so used to being stressed up that i don't feeeeel the heat of MYE yet...... i feel like im dancing every night yet i finish my work on time. I m not expecting much from MYE coz i think it's gonna be a killer.

i will start updating this space again when mye is over:)

*p.s i screwed up my phy/chem spa today. my values/answers are fckin different from everyone.....fmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfml. Dam determined to study hard for theory paper to pull up my marks. FUCK SPA BIG TIME~

NEXT... for the past few days my mood had been pretty fucked up. I HATE PERIOD DAYS coz it mixes up your emotions big time. It's like you feel happy and the nxt minute there's this sudden wave of sadness for no sort of reasons. You feel happy & angry/sad for no particular reasons, it's really retarded. Oh have I mention? When i have my bad period days, i make stupid decisions... oh well not gonna elaborate on it.

Im so sad that tmrw is THE LAST DAY im gonna perform:(((((((((((

after tmrw -> study mode on full speeed. k BYE all! Wish me luck im dancing in heels and my knees are still bruise from the floor-work urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-04-10T17:12:00.003+08:00

I hate the fact that Im putting stress on to myself.

I hate the fact that Im stupid.

I hate the fact that Im over suspicious about things.

I hate my daily routine of life, I seriously miss the life of having fun. Now I don't know how to have fun. All I do is study for nutz and don't even get grades that are considered good.

I can't stop being paranoid... mid years in less than 3 weeks,and I got a recital to do too. I don't know how am I gonna study in 3 weeks. I know people don't give a fuck about mid year.. but I do because it would show where Im standing from O's. Also, if i plan to DSA to the better JCs, i need acceptable/quality results.

I would actually go to a Poly if studying in an overseas uni in future for me is a choice. But. NO. My parents made it clear that if i were to study abroad, i have to P.A.Y for all my expenses + school fees and all. Obviously i can't cause I would be broke and poor right???

ok people think I am thinking too far ahead but isn't it good to get things all planned up? ok maybe it's too early but better than stepping onto the wrong path.

k off to study my ass off bye.

2011-04-07T23:55:00.001+08:00

I decided that some things should be kept quiet .

Babies with babies.

2011-04-03T23:17:00.003+08:00

Was fighting with my bro over stupid stuff arnd 6plus and just now before we swam(9plus) we were already talking in good terms l-o-l.

Oh and people say im very 'dao' issssit???? :0

My motivation board for quite awhile already...:)

Who can ask for anything more?

2011-04-02T00:06:00.002+08:00

What the shit. i typed a pretty long post about SYF last night but it's gone now. Urgh.

Well I am re-typing everything that i can remember for now.

Yesterday was a pretty anxious day for everyone. Immediately after physics remedial, Annabelle,Colleen & I took Annabelle's mum car and rushed all the way to UCC.

First the judges started off with their general comments for the overall performance of all schools in SYF. I felt that whatever they suggested/said, Mr Gerard had already spoken to the freestylers about it. This year was pretty strict. The panel is looking out for technique + variety + showmanship. I knew the Freestylers setback would be technique. Because we had variety(if you read my previous post) & obviously showmanship. ( Mr Gerard kills anybody who don't smile LOL)

As they announced the results according to different days, the hall got really quiet. Schools with GWH/Gold started screaming while Bronze/Silver schools start crying. You could actually see different emotions of people in the hall,pretty tense. As they were about to announce Temasek, I knew it. Yep, we got a Silver. Well, dancers may not be pleased with the results as we expected for a Gold. But c'mon, look on the bright side. If we survived a Bronze in 09, why can't we be less disappointed with a Silver??! it's a improvement! Besides, MANY schools with Gold/GWH standard fall to the Silver range. However, our school went up to a Silver.

I understand that Temasek have been achieving gold before the 09 SYF, and 09 we fell to a Bronze. Though we can't achieve back our Gold days, at least we got something better than a Bronze. The feeling of achieving Bronze is a really depressing and shocking so please, freestylers pls don't get upset over a Silver!

Hearing the results this year, i conclude that the panel is really strict. Out of 129 schools. 8 schools got GWH, 13 schools got Gold. 30 over schools had Bronze and the rest achieved Silver. Yup, look at how unexpected the results are?! I suspect there's a quota system now..coz there were much more Gwh/Gold back then in 09.

I am pretty alright with the Silver, though i have to admit that im alil disappointed but not to the extend that i would cry. I mean it's unbelievable how much we all went through, we pull of this dance within a month?! We officially finished the dance exactly less than 2 weeks and the costumes only arrived a week before + the amt of props we are handling. It's just unbelievable!

So im glad that the freestylers pulled it off:) and what satisfied me was NOTHING dropped.

Also, 2 days b4 syf we had change of positions for different parts coz Jiamin injured/fractured her toe during warm up. That was quite a big scare to the dancers as we were all afraid that we would forget the last min changes + salute to Yasmeen for replacing JM for 1 part. She actually only learned the steps 1 day b4 syf for that particular part. There were so many ups & downs, Im pleased that we overcome it all and pull it off!Im sure we all enjoyed that 6min of dance @ UCC so freestylers, remember we are golden yeah:)

To dancers out there : I understand many of us are disappointed with the results and many of us didn't met our own expectations. Well look on the bright side! SYF is just a central judging of certain criteria, they may have overlook your strength so please don't be demoralized by the result. SYF does not determine your standard of dance. Dance is actually a very universal thing. E.g to us we may think our performance was a gold-deserving but judges may think otherwise so it's also probably luck as different judges have their own preferences and they may not be able to appreciate all kinds of dance. Well,at least we enjoyed the preparation and time spent with the dancers. What matter mosts is the enjoyment of performing on stage so please don't be upset alright! Keep on dancing people! ^^

I've got rhythm.

2011-03-29T20:23:00.004+08:00

TOMORROW'S SYF....

You know what's scary about tmrw???? Temasek Sec is the last school to perform for the day. And we are the LAST secondary school in the whole Singapore!!!!!! I hope it's a good thing^^ coz We are the ONLY school doing Tap dance!!!! yeppp!! so let's pray this will impress the judges. Oh and i heard one of the judges was Pat....issit true??!!! omg that'll be coolios 8)

Anyway Im numb(not feeling anything). Ok maybe im starting to be alil scare!! but still im so GLAD syf is coming to an end! I know im gonna miss it but im glad all the stress is going to be gone/over:)

Hope i don't screw up my poles, or my pole get stuck into my sleeves,etc. hope my hat does not fall off. Also, pray hard my brain don't fail on me like that time @ UCC pract. HOPE I DON'T BLACK OUT in the Hiphop part!!!!!(it's a bonus) So yep!!!!

Ok guys im not damn confident like I was in 09 that we would get at least Gold! coz high expectations & hopes = disappointments!

But...... if our school can smoothly do the whole item tmrw, im confident that Temasek Freestylers will be back at where it belonged. I mean we are prolly the only school that's doing tap, hiphop(tutting) , jazz & a bit of break-dance? When most schools fall in the contemp/ballet-jazz category. Maybe there are schools that's doing hiphop and prolly jazz too which i may not know. Also i highly doubt other schools have as many props as we do, e.g umbrella,poles & hats + costume change. So IF WE CAN DO the whole dance smoothly tmr, i hope we would impress the judges and get back our Gold.

HOPEFULLY!

* Jiamin injured her toe ystd, when SYF is tmrw. Thank god dancers adapted to all last min changes. I hope everyone rest well tonight, dancers we will own the stage! Also PLEASE S.M.I.L.E even if you are gonna die please keep up the bright smile as the Temasek Freestylers are known for being : Energetic and Smiling always!

OK bye all wish me luck :)

Sincerely Jane.

2011-03-25T22:52:00.002+08:00

Hi everybody!!!!!

Last Sunday, i attended Kupono's jazz funk. OMG KUPONO IS DAM HOT ok!!! he's SYTYCD season 5, top 10 dancers!!! omg *faints* but too bad he's gay:(((( all the hot male dancers are either taken or gay!!!!!! sighs x100000 times.

Ok this weeeek started out alil shitty coz i fell sick... and so happen the next day was UCC pract. It was really horrible. I didn't attend sch but went for the pract at night with a fever running arnd 37.8-38.0 degrees. It was seriously shitty, dancing SYF dance (approx 6mins plus item) when you're freaking drowsy,dizzy and feeling all clumsy. But i knew i could not miss this pract coz syf is on 30 march, another 5 days!!!!! we are the 3rd day and the last schoool :O

I don't expect much from this year SYF! but i know we will do well:))) we are doing one kind of dance that no school have done so far! so i hope it's a +++ point for us!

Next, the school week is pretty short coz i was sick and friday was combined sports meet for sec2s and 3s.however the sec4s were in school for some e-career thing! MJC,TJC, SP,TP came to our school for respective talks about their school. TJC gives me the impression that your future is secure. MJC worries me because of the high retaining rate and the mugger life in there....the poly courses are not that appealing to me.. only banking and international business are the ones that sounds good to me. Other than that, my mind is straight for the JC route.

Lastly, yesterday(thursday) was a GOOD day for me!!!!i never felt happy with myself for a very long time!! I got back my term results slip! I haven't done this well for long. Ever since i was last in class, I am determined to never be the last few. I made a promise to myself that i will prove to everyone that i will manage my crew trainings well and still have reasonable grades. So this term is the first time I am seeing a single digit position in class. Happy me ^^

My mum was really happy for me as my l1r5 dropped by 10 points compared to last yr. But guess what.......my Dad was a bitch....he said it was lousy and saying i can't go anywhere with such scores. Ok fine I SHALL HELLL PROVE HIM WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! imma do better the next term!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urgh my dad is a spoiler but i get it...i shall not be complacent! i shall work harder n prove to my dad that i can produce quality results!!!!

2011 is turning out a little better for me. Well, if i really want to get into a decent jc, i so gonna mug my ass off.

* Pray for the people that just got hit by an earthquake in thailand!

OK BYE ALL .

Due date.

2011-03-25T21:53:00.003+08:00

Last friday night when we went to Jen's house to swimmmmmmmm,and play make up allll. GREAT NIGHT and we watch unstoppable too!:)

ok love all of girls <3>

The SUPER MOON

Some things are meant to be hidden.

2011-03-19T17:57:00.003+08:00

Just saw this on youtube!

WOWWWWWWW since when Ngee Ann Primary was so into this???!!! Haha i remember when i was in the school, when do shaking steps or whatever the principal will frown or go against bla bla bla. HAHA WTHHH if the school was so much more open to hiphop during my time (when im P6) probably me,xs,carolyn,brenda,xq,yuling and so on can start a group and join some competition HAHAHAHA. ok just a thought!!!! BUT SRSLY LOR. UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok i miss dancing with pri sch people hahahaha. But no offence la, i think we can come out with better steps than that ok just kidding ^^

YESTERDAY WAS A FUN NIGHT, shall update soon about it!

Pray for Japan.

2011-03-14T00:10:00.004+08:00

Looking at things in Japan, I really hope for things to get better there.
My Dad said the town of Japan(Imma not too sure!) moved 2.3/2.4 cm. So just imagine the whole of Singapore had been shifted by 2.3/2.4 cm. It's kinda scary right?

I think it's already bad enough for Japan, a earthquake, then a tsunami and a nuclear leak or smth like that. What else more is stored for them? Really hope nature would give Japan and any other pro-earthquake/tsunami areas a break.

Meanwhile i just saw a #danceforjapan event of facebook/twitter. I think they are putting up a show to raise funs or smth, im not too sure! but to dancers out there please support yeah? :) Praying for Japn is not enough!

* People should stop the whole drama about the world ending on 21/5/2011. or the world is going to end in 2012 and all. People should stay positive and not being negative about the world. Please trust Earth, that Earth will be here forever and not 'the world is gonna end'.

The feeling of being unhurt.

2011-03-13T22:42:00.005+08:00

My current Twitter Dp :)

Just came back from swimming. This weekend had been pretty laid back for me! I didn't touch my books at all:)

Anyway i was playing wit my cam, pardon me for self pictures! :>

I <3>

Somebody to luv.

2011-03-12T00:54:00.003+08:00

I hate my own body this week. I can't stop going to the toilet and i keep having stomach aches/contractions or whatever. it's like gastric but not either. After shitting so much, i tend to feel hungry even thou i just ate and not long it will be come gastric pain. This cycle just repeats!!!!! urgh fml.

I told my parents about it, and my dad concluded based on Google or smth that it's due to stress. Although i'm still in self-denial that im not. But come to think of it, every Tuesday i tend to go to the toilet in the morning and i realized tests usually falls on Tuesdays. Ok maybe stress is the problem. but why am i feeling stress?? my dad says that i should stop thinking too much, ok i admit im really afraid the same thing will happen to me like what happened in p6 and i may not be this lucky anymore. So i kinda over scare myself and am really determined to do well. Now i find myself in this routine , sleep>sch>study/dance>sleep and 1 hr of tv to 'relax' and in between i use the itouch. Besides the stress i really think it's the school's fault for ending lessons right before cca and usually there's no time for lunch or i can't eat heavy lunch. This is one reason that led me to my irregular eating times causing my stomach problem too.

Ok last tuesday, i fell sick as i was exhausted literally.

Besides this terrible problem of mine, last Sunday dance rehearsal was great. Some things happened but i shall not elaborate. THANK GOD WE CONFIRMED 3/4 of the DANCE ON THE DAY WE WENT UCC. we finished the dance right b4 our ucc pract. Things were rather tense that day. Owell im happy that we are quite accomplished already:)

Next, during assemblies, i find myself being picked on all the time. Just last wednesday, I was 'interviewed' about the past 10 weeks of school.

So this was how it went.

Mr oh : so how's school for the past 10 weeks?

Me : Bad....

Mr oh : why?!

Me : lack of sleep, study for all the tests and all.

Mr oh : How many tests did i give you?(my physics teacher)

Me : 2..

Mr oh(shocked) : is that much??!

Me : uhm....it's 2 times 7/8 subjects that you take = 14/16 tests in 10 weeks that means 2 to 3 test on average a week. ( that was my estimated conclusion )

- sec4s cheered coz they are in the same plight as me-

Mr oh : OH hahaha i see now i get it. So are you looking forward to the holidays??

Me : Uhm... No...

Mr oh : why????!!! (shocked)

Me : it's back to school everyday

-everyone cheered again-

Mr oh: ooh,why?

Me : coz it's worst than a school day, there's lessons frm tues to friday 8.30-5.30 i don't see why it's a holiday.

Mr oh : so how can you make it better than a school day?

Me : lack of sleep!

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Mr oh : ok thanks for being honest Sharmane , you may seat down now.

Yup that was like parts of the 'interview' i remember.

I think it was a wrong decision to intereview me hahahahaha. thank god all the HODS/teachers were not there already if not im as good as dead. BUT AGAIN IT'S A FACT. I have no life this is my schedule for the week.

Monday : night time SLC performance.

Tuesday : morning amaths but there's dance so im skipping amath, afternoon english.

Wed : 8.30 - 5.30 amaths

Thursday : 8.30-5.30 amaths, 6.30 chinese tuition

Friday : 10-12 chinese oral . 2-5 dance.

Sat : dance in the morning

SO PLEASE TELL ME WHICH DAY IM NOT IN SCHOOL?????!!!!!!! knnnncb i hate how stupid the school system is. I think i want a long mc or go into depression(lol) coz i have some serious stress problem. Ok im kiddinggggg whatever i hate tms now. MY TERM 1 report card better be good when school reopens on term 2 week 1. If not i will jump down and kill myself.

Lastly, today was Chinese's Prelims 1. OMMGGGG im sooooo gonna fail, i was so confident about my chinese all along. but the paper just demoralize me. SO i officially am not confident about chinese already.

I M SERIOUSLY GONNA FAIL PRELIMS, it's fckin hard and when i mean hard it's really hard :(((((((( who's failing with me? ^^

That's alll for the week, peace!

Fking perfect.

2011-02-26T23:36:00.004+08:00

Singapore Dance Delight competition was dope. the groups were damn dope! haha my favourite was Joyce & the boys, Thezoo and some team from Philippines i think! Yep and a few local groups. Many familiar dancers, all were good! can't say who's better.

Had major cramps after seating toooo long while watching the competition with a few d'ele members. the whole d'ele split up coz it was too crowded. And the weather was a bitch. It started raining and some people cleaned the stage when it stopped. However it rained again!! so we moved up to some aircon room instead and after 20 teams, the event was moved back to the original place. So there was alot of movements around and it was packed!

And it's horrible when your phone has no battery!!

ok i brought my camera but i didn't took any pictures coz i was lazy!!! ok bye. heh

Look at me.

2011-02-26T00:38:00.002+08:00

School today was alright. Pretty fast. After school had dance. Omg syf is in a month and what's best is that we are not even done/finish with the dance. GG. But im glad that the dancers are able to dance without looking at the mirror :)

So after dance, scholars had some event and the speakers were blastin music. I got high and started dancing ahaha and was quite a crazy bitch with the others. Then it was my first hangout-dinner aka bitching dinner with the Chuas..no actually we didn't bitch alot haha. The chuas are the bitchiest guys i ever met hahaha. i mean they can actually talk about their own friend?!

Anyway i found an unglam eating partner and it's barn chua unlike xav chua, acting all glam when he's not. it was really epic that barn had 5 diff sauces stain on his pants.. ok so i had an enjoyable dinner with them. I think it's something i forward to every week now hahahaha unless we decided to cancel it or smth.

OK after that i went for Pat's as usual. K on the bus, i met was seating beside this guy. He was kinda talking to himself...and he started scratching his *you know* OMG ewwww ttttmmmmmmm. Disgusting, then he turned and looked at me. I was so disgusted that moved 2 seats infront as so happen the previous passenger got down. DISGUSTING. Later on i was about to get down, the bus suddenly stops and i almost fell onto some lady, dam embarrassing. BAD BUS EXPERIENCE FOR ME :(

Other than that it's a good dayyyyyyy;)

We R who we R.

2011-02-24T18:03:00.002+08:00

Hi all the reason i have time today coz i finished school early and there's no test tmrw and not much hwk!!! YES imma happy today! Yesterday was a great night with Jeanne Koh , we went for V's platform after mugging at coffee club at wheellock. It was a super fail study date coz we ended up talking haha. But it was a fun night <3>

Ok so pictures from last Sat! ^^

Should have brought long lens if i know they allowed us to video/take pictures all!! ohwell!

<3>

What the hell.

2011-02-24T17:39:00.002+08:00

OMG THIS MADE ME LAUGHED HARD!! I was on Zoey's facebook and i saw this video omg hahahhaha dam cute. The Indian boy dam entertaining!!!

Sometime ago.

2011-02-21T18:52:00.003+08:00

This was one of my Sundays with Skye and Shawn Hahaha we're the triple S:>

We went shoppin and guess what i bought nothing!! l-o-l they however were happy girls, satisfied with their shopping. We head town FEP and ion alil. Was a good day:)

Ballerina loves Bboy.

2011-02-20T01:34:00.004+08:00

1:34 : Currently Awake.

1:35 : Not able to sleep

1:36 : Still typing.

Yesterday night was out with the dancers, Joan, Yan Peng, Annabelle, Colleen & Jarold. We caught Ballerina loves bboy. Ryan and his two friends also went but they sat 2 rows infront of us.

So..Ballerina loves bboy wasn't as good as i expected. Maybe Breakout 2 years back was toooo AWESOME that i expected it to be as good as Breakout or Jump! Also, the story plot wasn't as strong as Breakout & Jump. Though, the steps were kinda repetitive. But the break-dancing, the stunts were.....D.O.P.E.A.M.A.Z.I.N.G.A.W.E.S.O.M.E. The locking was abit typical but the popping was sick! The ballerina's arch,flexibility and the way she dance was........o.m.g i.want.to.be.as.graceful.as.her. It was a strong motivation to Colleen,Annabelle and I to go back ballet and take Grade 8 after our 'O's! The girl's hiphop wasn't much impressive! Other than that, IT WAS FUNNY!!! Laughed alot during the show!

Anyway, the night turned out more fun than expected! :) We should hang out soon! Will be back with pictures sometime soon goodnight for now.

1:45 preparing for bed

Rubbish.

2011-02-17T19:47:00.002+08:00

I CAN'T STOP EATING THIS WHILE STUDYING..

Im currently very distracted while studying chem...I m only done with notes on Alkanes..I'm yet to start with Alkenes :( I DON'T CARE HOW BUT I HAVE TO FINISH MY NOTES AND UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING FULLY BY TODAY. No more procrastinating :(

IF I WANT MY FREAKING 10 POINTS for Os i neeeeda be less distracted. I find myself getting up to dance for 15 mins and start doing work again after dancing.

Anyway,

1.I think i greewwww fatter lorr. my face seems to be bigger... my arms are like bigger too..

2.I can't stop eating.

3.I m happy with my Emath :)

4.I m so upset with my Amath , I haven't felt this demoralized doing trigo(my best topic) before when i took Amath CT yesterday.

5. Os IS COMING OMG... in another 30 + WEEKS?????!!!!

6. MYE IS in 8-10 weeks???!!!! OMG HELP.....

ok bye a short post to distress and get myself back to work,bye

Move that body.

2011-02-12T23:04:00.002+08:00

Most secondary 4 students this year had already been complaining so much about life in secondary 4. But truthfully, it's not as hectic for me compared to secondary 3. I do not have to do shows as often as i do so in last year, which is a bad thing coz i missssss those days. But the good thing is, i'm getting my sleep, being more attentive in class and a slight improvement in my studies I guess.

I haven't been really complaining yet cause things are pretty balanced. The only thing I'm complaining about is SYF... cause it's just not what I feel like I am really all excited about it. Ok maybe it's not that near yet, also it's not that i don't wanna be part of it but practices are just tiring.( or maybe tiring is an excuse ) I don't know what else is making me feel 'tired' for SYF practices, I am not physically tired. I am like mentally tired. I am so pressured to keep up the standard that is expected because it's my last year and that means I'm a senior. I feel pressured to maintain the standard at the same time. Basically , I feel stressed out. Hence, I dread to go for practices. But ironically, practices do turned out good or not as bad as I thought. I guess things just go on naturally.

I'm so contradicting myself. Well, I don't know if you all do understand what I am saying but I hope you do get it a little.

On the other side, D'ele trainings are as fun as usual and I look forward to Pat's lesson every week. I never fail to enjoy his classes.

Other that dance, I enjoy studying but sometimes my self discipline fails on me....which is horrible. But I will force myself to do some work at least. I think I am pretty scare for 'O's already. I badly want to get in to a JC.I don't want to go Poly cause I am afraid I regret the course I chose. I am gonna try to DSA to a JC or something during the May-June period to like secure a place or smth. No harm trying anyway!

That's all. I am gonna sleep 8)

Gimme sympathy.

2011-02-07T20:46:00.002+08:00

Continue~

We ate when the sky was bright tilll the sky turned dark :O

Loook at Shawn's face HAHA she like our Auntie sia. CANNOT STOP EATIN.

The TOM YAM WIN THE CHICKEN SOUP HANDS DOWN HAHA. LOOK AT HOW HAPPENING OUR STEAMBOAT IS:)))

GOOOD food , STRONG WIND AND GOOD VIEW , GREAT ACCCOMPANY,awesome or what???:)

Back in my rooooom we blasted music. Shawn & I were self shioking HAHA.

Everyone says my room is really hot and pink Hehe.

We were 'airing' our armpits LOL

We climbed up to the 'roof' to see the view;)

AWESOME DAY LOVE U ALL.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIZHEN I LOVE YOU<3

Oh and not forgetting my baby Xiaoshi:) (6 Feb)

HAPPY 16 TO YOU TOOO!!!! I HOPE WE HANG OUT SOOON I MISS U BADLY :(

Burlesque![2]

2011-02-07T20:09:00.002+08:00

Hi all Im back from shopping at Topshop! Yes i HAD a HARD time clearing JUST $90 vouchers -.-

The outlet beside Paragon the newly opened not long ago has quite poor service. They told me there was no more sizes in other outlets BUT I found my size at ION!!! HAPPY ME OF COURSE.

I spent like 1.5 hrs in 3 stores -.- just trying in and out very irritating u know. Ok after today im not going tophsop for a very long time. I'm quite bored with the collection already :/

Happy me got new shorts and shirt YAY:)

OK anyway im continuing yesterday's pictures:D

THE NEOPRINTS WERE SUPPPPPER SMAL.
Irritating people by using bright flash in the cinema HEHE.Lo hei FOR A1s,GOOD JCS,MONEY AND OF COURSE HOT GUYS(Jen was the one askin for that) HAHAHA. DISASTER MAN.
Jen left :(N THE START OF STEAMBOAT MUHAHAHA:D

Burlesque!

2011-02-06T11:43:00.004+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone! CNY had beeen really boring for me except yesterday with the girls:)))

WE HAD soooooo much fun haha. ok we went to watch Burlesque(like finally!!!)

Burlesque is like the bestttt show ever cannnn the dancers dammmmm hotttt.

Then we went to take neoprints muahaha. then we MRT back to my house for dinner. We met this perv who tried to take picture of us, like wtf!!!!

so i walked up to him,

Me : hi are you taking pictures of us coz u seem to hold ur phone in the direction at us and you seem to be taking pictures.

Man : *give that dont know what to react look* noo...noo.. i never. I was using some application

Me : alright, coz if you are you are HARASSING US.

Man : I never i never.

Me : Good *ROLLS EYES AND TURNED AWAY*

HAHA Cb, your phone dammmm lousy, where got application -.-

After that he stared at us gave us that guilty look. and so happen we took the same bus!!!haha we stared at him throughout the ride after that. I REALLY THINK HE WAS TAKING PICTURES OF US CAN. It's like invading people's privacy.

Next up , we loi hei haha. it was a disaster everything flew everywhere. Dam hilarious.

Jen after that had to left early :( so the girls and I steamboat after that. GOSH WE CAN EAT ALOT!!! ok so i brought the girls to the balcony upstairs HAHA we climbed to the 'roof' and we were like " omg omg omg am i gonna fall n die " only myra was like haha shut up we wont.

IT WAS DAM FUN UP THERE.

After that Shawn left too! So the rest of us were kinect-ing HEHEHE and abit of guitar heroes but the drums failed on me!!! URGH :(

then everyone left :(

BUT WE HAD FUNNNN:D ok pictures will do the summary of everything heh.

OK to be continued:)

Guru Of Chai.

2011-01-29T00:22:00.003+08:00

My prettyyyyy classmates!!

That day, Guru Of Chai. Angmoh went on Friday instead of the same day as us. Myy prettyyy friends<3

(where's Shuen!)

Yep hi alllllll this week had been good and bad.

Bad : My beloved Ipod Nano internal screen got SMASHED :(

And it does not work anymore!!

At the same time, my ear plugs have a problem too.....

Good : Emaths is sucha confidence booster srsly.. I shall not get complacent! I am gonna aim a high A1 for Emath this term!!

Alrightttttttt everyone im gonna go to the gym tmrw morning^^

D'ELE

2011-01-23T00:18:00.002+08:00

Hi all 'Guru of Chai' Wasn't all that nice! Maybe i was sleepy and distracted or i don't know how to appreciate shows like this. I prefer dance shows or dance comedies e.g Breakout! Ha after guru of chai, i rushed for D'ele auditions!

41 people came :O

IKR right!! i came 30 mins or more late! haha and they learnt like half of the dance alrd, but i managed to catch HEHE. Hmm anyway 16 people came in! including Sherweine:)

Yep hope all newcomers commit themselves and don't skip any crew trainings for no valid reasons.

Oh haha i m so mean but there's this girl she thinks she's so damn good, yep she is good! but she has no reason to laugh at others -.- I don't know if i see correctly or not but i think she was laughing at someone. I mean you should cheer for others right all give them some support! Urgh whatever.

I shall pretend that didn't happen and be friends with her instead of being a judgemental person.

I don't know how to mix with the new members really! they are mostly with their cliques and bla

it's so cliquish! Oh mostly are 16 this year i wonder if they can commit since it's O's year!

Anyway after the audition it was really fun with the original d'ele members and cynthia(new member).

Everyone kept laughing at my 'clubbing' step LOL. they say i should have a clubbing platform class in future LOLOL.

ok we laughed so hard that our musckles kinda ache!!

TODAY WAS A FUN DAY!

* I moved house alrd peeps HEHE!

Days like this.

2011-01-16T09:23:00.004+08:00

This was one of the days when the usuals went to study except for yuling coz she had something on! Oh well we really studied till we started camwhoring as usual haha.

Teach Me How To Jerk.

2011-01-16T08:17:00.002+08:00

So the very last day of holidays which was 3rd Jan? Yep ALLLLLLL THE GIRLS made it for the outing hahaha. FOR THE FIRST TIME!!! coz Angmoh/Shawn/Myra or whoever always can't make it! It's either parents strict/busy! We almost killed YiZhen when she say she was almost close to can't make it. Haha anyway the girls gave me my part 1 present:) It was lovely!! new pencil case and a dressss dam chio thank u all!!!!!! :D hahaha i know it's a 'damn belated birthday present' HAHA.

So we booked the chamber to watch Remember me since alot of movies showing now were boring/sucky. But Shuen left early :(

So anyway...after Jen&Myra left, Yz,Shawn & I head to macs(usual place) since the macs there is more peaceful lolol. AND SHAWN-ACTING-CUTE-SYNDROME starts!!!! OMG SERIOUSLY SHAWN HAHAHA.

@ Starbucks , we made a video.......hahaha we were 'takaming' for present exchange HAHA.

FINALLY A GROUP PHOTO <3

LOOK AT JEN'S HAIR OMG I swear she didn't went to adjust it or whatever HAHA.

After that she re-adjust her hair HAHA so cute.

SEE WHAT I MEANT BY ACT CUTE SYNDROME????

ACT CUTE SIA..

@ MACS While i opened my present:)

Dance Till you drop.

2011-01-09T11:59:00.002+08:00

HI ALLLL!! CALLING TO TEENAGE DANCERS age 13-17!!!

There would be an audition to join D'ele!!

D'ELEMENTS AUDITION
LIVE IN YOUR WORLD, DANCE IN OURS

Date/Time:22 Jan 2011 Sat , 530 - 730pm
Venue:Danz People
Age Range:13 - 17 years old
Attire: Dancewear & Shoes Required
Open to both male & female dancers

Calling out to all young, budding dancers. Danz People is looking to expand their teenage talent group and you’re invited to join us at our audition.
**Audition Process: You do not have to prepare any piece of choreography, the routine would be taught by us. **

****************************************************

D’Element is a teens danz crew whose members range in age
from 15-17. This is a group of young and promising teenage dancers
specially auditioned by Danz People.

They are trained in multi discipline and this young, vibrant and newly
formed group had already stomped the stages and impressed
audiences at various events like the Esplanade’s Da:ns Festival 2009, Mediacorp/ SPD Charity Show, Opening Ceremony of Kids Performing Festival, Exxon Mobil Campus Concert and more.

D’Element’s mission is to help build confidence in the youth, to
encourage young dancers to open up and take risks and to prepare their mind and body for future challenges.

****************************************************
For more information, please email cjootz@danzpeople.com or call 68849072

http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=120659184670080

YEP THAT'S ALL HAHA!! Back to SS:)

Last and for all.

2011-01-07T20:46:00.003+08:00

Hi all! I had decided to stop blogging:) ok maybe once awhile? Ok I had fun today while BBQ-ing and nights out finale!! Lost my voice totally got High over stupid things laughing at some people n Brandon dance dam hot hahaha. I smeellll like BBQ after bbqing countless chicken wings and satays and hotdogs my face feels oily every part of me is sticky. First week of school is great:) amaths test on 2nd day of sch wasn't that bad! So much mre tests and crucial practices for syf and I have not included crew dance practices... So this yr is a much mre busier than last yr! So goodbye all:) oh lastly follow me on twitter it's more like my blog lolol ok bye:)

Rapunzel.

2011-01-02T22:48:00.004+08:00

aught Rapunzel with my wife last last thursday?? ok i don't remember! haha

Yep we then went cathay to do alil of Lit but fail hahaha, and the cute starbucks guy not there :(((

okay anyway Rapunzel is the best cartoon movie i had watched in this few years!

OK im doneeeee!!!!!!!!!! im going out with mai girls tmrw..

omg i spent like 3-4 hrs on the comp this is horrible i shall study later :/

New Year Eve.

2011-01-02T22:44:00.001+08:00

HI GUYS THIS WAS HOW I SPENT MY NYE!!!

Went to Marina bay sands with my mum & bro then meet the girls <3

Combat baby.

2011-01-02T19:27:00.002+08:00

This was 26 December ( boxing day )

I've been really busy shoppin for table,bed frame blablabla coz im moving in 18 days!!! SO YEP.

Now i'm gonnnnna start updating everything b4 school starts:)

X'mas party @ Danzpeople planned by D'ele! Thou many didn't turned up but it was still quite fun ^^

Ok so last year i drew danzpeople with my butt, this year i ran arnd pomo center and shouted "merry christmas everyone" omg it was damn embarrassing!!!! haha ok there was so much fooooood that we couldn't finish!!

MY PRESENT HAHAHAHA SEE JADE'S FACE IS THE WRAPPER LOL

Jootz & Win's birthday!!! :)

LOVE EVERYONE!!! <3

2011

2010-12-31T02:06:00.004+08:00

Hihihi I swear I typed one damn bloooooody long post just now I published it successfully but it can't be found????!!! Ok fine I will 're type urgh... 2010 is coming to an end:( it was an awesome and best year among my years so far! Everydy was enjoyable,always smth to look forward to. E.g crew training, shows, performances, outings, bff days, study dates n loner study day lolol. Yep I enjoy almost everyday in 2010! It was a pretty good year:). I will continue tmrw morning I'm so pissed with blogger and
I'm blogging thru itouch u know how long it took me to type that post?????

(edit)
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! ok im late:)

Anyway 2010 had been:
-Eventful
-Many performances!
-Dance everytime!!
-Study,dance,play everyday:)

People to thank:
-Parents.
-DANZPEOPLE!!!!! PAT,JOOTZ,D'ELE & UG!!!!!!
Without them, I wouldn't improve so fast!!! :)
-Lovely Friends esp JenZ,Shawn,Shuen,Myra,Yizhen and more others!!!
-People who cared about me!!

Things that suck in 2010 :
-Sick ALL THE TIME!!!! URGH.
-Lousy management between dance & studies :(

-Drifted away from some reallly gooooood friends :(

New Year Resolutions :

-12points for Os!!!!!!! even thou it's impossible but im gonna make it possible!

-No more hardcore dancing :(((((

-Dance once a week.

-Want SYF to FASTER GO AWAY ASAP.

-Be a better daughter LOL.

-study harder harder harder harder!!

-Pray more.

-Dance betttttter than before!!!!!!!

-Appreciate people!!!!

-Save $$$$$!!!

Overall , I LOVE 2010!!!!! IT DIDN'T FUCK ME UP HAHAHAHA. I met lots of lovely people!!!! esp the foreign choreographers!! And not forgetting getting closer with D'ele plussss meeting more dance friends like CJ crew people!! And Jeanne, Li tying AND MANY OTHERS!

OK 2010 was awesomeeeeee:)

Though I m so afraid of 2011, but im gonnaaaaa face it and make the best out of it!! PREPARED TO BE A NERD 4 THE NEXT 10 months!!!!!! YAY I LOVE STUDYING!!!! :D ok bye!!!!!!!!!!

Blindness.

2010-12-29T22:39:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone im pink riding hood

ok sorry for the unglamness im webcaming with my love xiaoshi <3

I just washed my hair la then im just
covering my towel over my head. HAHA

All yours.

2010-12-29T21:06:00.003+08:00

This was my third day in China! We went to visit Qin memorial site. It was :O

Shall only upload a few pictures, i didn't took much that day i was lazy to carry my cam arnd.

OK people FORMSPRING ME K tell me im fat pls:) Im giving those people who hate me so much a chance to scold me fat! I needa 'motivation' to stop eating:)

Alcova Flea!

2010-12-28T10:39:00.006+08:00

Updating soon!:)

( wanted to add in more GIF but the web has problem now!)

so that day we went to the flea @ Alcova then i rushed for my tuition! was a fun day ^^

OK That's all!

When the sun goes down.

2010-12-26T12:09:00.002+08:00

Part 1 :

(EDIT)

Part 2:

Continue on Yuling's haha.

Ok thats alllll for now!

2010-12-24T17:42:00.001+08:00

Exacty one week to close blogger and formspring down. I need to get away from the internet to focus. Only twitter will be active:)

2010-12-24T13:21:00.002+08:00

Everyone is probably waitin for 2011 however im not:( 2010 was one of my best yrs actually. 2011 means the start of Os means more studyin ok nt that i hate studyin but im afraid of Os! And the fact that i hv to stop dancing too:(

2010-12-24T09:42:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone follow my tumblr ha 22novembers.tumblr.com

2010-12-24T00:55:00.002+08:00

Some one on my fs corrected my English and i thank you very much. I read all your qs with some others but accidentally deleted yours with the others. So, i think i should post about this. My reply to you is, i typed out my reply in a 'point form' e.g first second third. Instead of firstly,next,additionally,thus. So yep i purposely typed out like 'an instruction sheet'. Actually, i don't know if you're getting what i am saying so i hope you do! About the abstinence thing, I'm too used to my friends telling me 'i will remain abstinence'. Other than that, i thank you for your advice:) btw you sound really harsh,just saying~ ok that's all.

Black Sheep.

2010-12-22T22:05:00.002+08:00

OKKKK PHOTOBUCKET TOOK DAM LONG TO UPLOAD MY PHOTOS AND FACEBOOK FAILED ON ME URGH. Anyway we celebrated Yuling's early birthday last Friday @ Marina Barrage! :) the weather was dam hot i got sun burnt :<>

OK the pictures the most top are the end of the day so as it goes down it's earlier of the day. (ok i don't get what im saying lol) Anyway xq is the super late queen can! I was waiting for her (when i was rushing for danz) so i can take picxxx with her!

i very tired i upload already buttt tmrw then i copy paste:<

FTW

2010-12-22T21:46:00.002+08:00

Hi im gonna switch laptop sooooon and will start uploading Yuling's early celeb hah! ok bye:) i love my new top hehe:)

I just had sex.

2010-12-20T14:05:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA this video i saw on my facebook homepage srsly got me laughing!!!! HAHAHAHA

221110(2)

2010-12-20T14:00:00.002+08:00

ok continue~

See how my face can't tahan the cold!!

So happen the cable car we were taking back was 22!! woooooo

We were dam scare to lean on there actually hahaha.

cool ahgong!!!
I was standing that high :O

why my brother so cute!

That was end of day 2! Quite a memorable birthday hahaha!

221110

2010-12-20T13:37:00.003+08:00

Ok continuing on my China trip! This was the second day when we headed to HuaShan on my birthday!! hehe yep i spent my birthday on the mountain Hahahaha!

anyway i had a hard time climbing it was tiring really. anyway pictures here are from my mum's cam i think!

The view was dammmmmm nice!
My bro and I never fail to camwhore hahahaha.

My Mum's friend family! We have been travelling for arnd 6-7 yrs? yep!

We were playing with some mode and we were bored la!

This old man very cute he kept singing diff mountain songs was really cute! haha

My friend's ahgong damn cool! HAHA

That black corn is not chaotah!!! it's really black i tried b4 yellow corn is better!

Yep that's some from my mum's cam! i will update alil from my cam sometime soon.
:) * Im done packing my shit! i had moved somethings over to the new house already. Im moving prolly next yr mid jan by jan 27!
THE ONLY THING i settled for my room is my light?!!!! i havent decide on anything yet gosh i need to not be fussy! i have to decide by this thursday which is alil rush :(

What am I searching for.

2010-12-18T19:36:00.001+08:00

Hung out @ Xs's hse with Carolyn yesterday night around 8 plus after crew training. We were just bored girls eating spicy seaweed and spamming black white pictures hehe. The normal setting didn't fit well in Xs's room so we just use black white settings.
Carolyn can't stop holding the camera, She practically spammed the most single shots.

MY NEW FB DP HAHAHAHA.

Maybe this was one of our not black white pictures haha.

Eggscited.

2010-12-16T13:37:00.000+08:00

Hmmmmmmmm Gatsby is on Saturday quite egggcited :)))

Monday blues.

2010-12-15T13:38:00.004+08:00

Monday was a unplanned day! Was supposed to catch a mvie with Carolyn but there was no nice movies! :( so we just walk arnd town and repair my phone too! After that i left early for crew training and xq met carolyn after that. My dance ended early so i met them again,so xq & I head to PP for awhile for dinner.

Yepp woo it's been long since i met them!

I SHOULD STOP WATCHING GG N START STUDYING :<

Alocohol.

2010-12-15T12:11:00.004+08:00

Ok i forgotten there were more pictures from my mum's DSLR too hahaha so yep continuation from day 1!

My bro and I can win the best siblings camwhore award LOL.

I love his cap from Perth last year hahaha!

Many people were starring us giving us that 'what the hell are they doing' look! haha.

So my parents celebrate my birthday earlier coz we were heading for some village to climb so mountain the next day and there would not be any cake shop!

The cake taste crapppyyyyyy~

ANYWAY this is what i meant SHINY.

OK end of Day 1~:)

My family spammed almost 4,000 pictures or maybe +++

2010-12-15T10:32:00.006+08:00

So I was in the mood to start blogging about China haha with pictures but PHOTOBUCKET FAILED ON ME for awhile and now it's pissing me off :( ! While waiting im having my pancakes from Macs that my maid buy for my brother & I yayy! ^^
(IM REUPLOADING THE 3RD TIME FUCKIT)
This was 21 November, when we touched China we went to visit some tower which i really don't remember what is it so special about it hahaha.all i know is my family was camwhoring all the way.

My brother and I are dam good at coo-ordinating while taking pictures HAHA.

My oufit b4 my bro and I switched shirts HAHA. Ok the weather was freaking cold i swear, and i wore quite thin leggings that got my leg freezing! i only wore about 3layers?? ha i think it was about 5-10 degrees?? I think im improving haha, i used to wear atleast 4-5 layers! hahaThen our second destination! Don't remember already :<

I was laughing so hard at this!!

The view from the top! So it was already 4/5 by then and China gets reallly dark by 6/7 so we headed early for dinner then back to the hotel! The food was.....................SHINY :<

Ok so this is BEN hahahaha.
Shall continue again!:)

Judgemental.

2010-12-10T17:44:00.002+08:00

Im getting all pissed off with certain things. I just don't understand why some people can't mind their own business and leave others alone. I mean what will you gain by making someone upset? You mean you feel happier upsetting someone?!! ok whatever...on a brighter side.

UWB concert last Friday was an awesome dance show!! Omg so many pro dancers!! Managed to take a few pictures with a few famous dancers~ ^^

Ok im home the whole day~ this week i did nothing but more gossip girl and alil of hwk,dance too! and lastly out with people :)

2010-12-09T20:59:00.002+08:00

So today i met the girls early @ heeren basement to study for awhile:) And we head for PS to catch Hello Strangers coz cine does not screen that show. So we sneaked in sushi and chips into the movie HEHE. I shall do that again next time^^After that we went starbucks! hehe and the starbucks counter guy very cute :/ HEHE.

MY MUM'S CAM DAM COOL I TELL U HEHE.

Incontrol.

2010-12-08T16:06:00.002+08:00

So that day which I don't remember when! probably b4 chinese Os! The girls went over to Myra's house if any of you remember a post! We were watching FD4 I THINK AHA OUR FAVOURITE SHOW LOL! sounds sadistic!

That day was CUI day! BUT IT WAS FUN :D

Taking a break.

2010-12-08T15:44:00.002+08:00

Ok hi all! Im bored now hehe! Anyway i have alot things to update but imma take my time! I surely enjoyed my trip in China but not the food okay! My present from my dad was <3 I love my dad sooooo much gosh! But my present willl only be delivered next year coz it's customized. So yep sigh :(

I spend my birthday climbing Hua Shan @ Xian! Haha yes i know, it's quite interesting right? Something different! haha it was quite fun woohoooooo didn't managed to reach the peak coz it was like another 2 hrs and it was almost 4! And China gets dark around 5! so yeah, we stilll neeeda time for getting down the mountain. I was already so tired after about 1000m of steps srsly it's steep and i felt 'heavy' i felt like a dumpling coz it was cold down at them mountain however as you climb it gets hotter??!!! (coz of sunlight) ridiculous right?!

Ok summary of the trip :

- Unexpected, quite enjoyable trip.
-Toilets are DISGUSTING TTM. Bring tons of toilet roll when you're in Xian.
-Ask for LESS OIL,SALT srsly every dish is SHINY in Xian.
-KFC has nice redbean eggtarts and soya bean!!
-Macdonald's fries are SALTY like double salty of Sg's mac fries!
-Subway in China is SAI-BAI-WEI in chinese HAHA. Carl's Jr is KA-XIN smth like that haha.
-Things are cheap in China!!!
-1 bottle of drink coz maybe 50cents? but in shanghai it's slightly higher!
-Winter wear is DAM NICE.
-Sightseeing in Xian was BEST!
-Qin Shi Huang historia sight was WOW!
-Yang Gui Fei is considered MEI NU in Tang Dynasty and she's 156 and 60kg GOSH! Haha she's DA MEI NU, so true!!! hahaha
-FREAKIN COLD , your skin will get dry and terrible cold rash despite putting so much cream!!
-Xiaolongbao in Shanghai!! woots!
-Clothes in Me & City (Shanghai) niceeeeeeeee!!!
-Baleno & Giordano is dam big , their stores are as huge as Sg's LV/PRADA.
-Zara is smaller compare to baleno! LOL.
-I spent alot of $$$$$
-I look like a dumpling everyday coz Xian is 5degrees and below!!
- OH also i saw this woman shitting in this disgusting shit hole where there's pile of shit and pad where you can even see the red patch, i was in the toilet and that toilet was the worst toilet i ever been too! Omg this woman is crazy she can shit after 3 people had pee and while shitting she was freakin texting with both her hands!! OMG i m like so freakin scare i dropped my hand gloves/tissue paper in to that hole can!! imagine her phone dropped in to the pile of shit. IMBA!!
-In one of our breakfast at one of the hotels in Xian was bad! We skipped the hotel breakfast for KFC's breakfast. KFC breakfast was like burger king's breakfast.
-Buildings in China are blooooody big that Sg buildings look PATHETIC.
-Weather in Xian is toooooo cold but shanghai was SHIOK AH~
-Omg Holiday inn hotel @ Shanghai is really gooooood, comfortable beds that stops you from getting up & free wifi arnd the hotel!!!!!! plus computers with internet!
-The SAD THING IS China banned Facebook/Twitter/Blogger & Tumblr except for Formspring(maybe they don't know what's formspring!)
-China airlines was horrible for me, i had a 'stalker' on the flight back. One China man can't stop starring at me! like every few mins he turns and stares. I couldnt sleep coz it was quite creepy. And partly the seats were horrible for me! couldn't rest well!
-Xiaolongbao in Shanghai is dam cheap i tell you, i finished 10-15 at one time b4 dinner, WOOOLALALA. and many dumplings toooooo!
OK THAT'S ALLLLLLLLLLL!

I will upload with pictures sooooon!

Don't make me wait.

2010-12-02T19:25:00.002+08:00

Today i went to school to passed some clothes to Shuen! She's leaving for Brisbane tonight:( hope she's back soon!!

~

Hehe Huang Yuling just left my house! Supposingly she was only here to collect pictures! However we had nothing to do today so she ended up in my house. We ended up watching Obsessed & I love you Beth Cooper. BOTH WERE GOOD! That bitch in Obsessed so DESERVED TO DIE!!!! then we webcam hehe!

OK thanks to Yuling for uploading to photobucket! haha im so lazy to upload ok! haha. OK today was unexpected but fun! ^^

The indie queens are waiting.

2010-11-30T14:55:00.002+08:00

Continue..........

Shuen Ler : I only know you from the start of this year thanks to Shawn & Myra! But we hit off really well haha we actually wanted to seat with each other but we didn't got the chance! It's alright though. Ha don't know why, we just seem to be able to clique well. We shared our thoughts and h2h talks. You've been a really supportive and caring friend. We may not know each other for long but we are already so close. It's really amazing. Also in class we talk about random things and we go toilet like all the time to chillas~ haha! I really hope you will stay strong after so much that has happened to you this year. I find that we have things in common that enable us to be close too. Oh yah, our same thinking about those front classes people.(how against we were to some of them) made us more united in class! haha rmbr watching Sex & The City 2 @ your hse HAHA. Those times were the best! <3 you babe!

Yi Zhen : You're like my studying buddy in the whole clique! cause you're the most freeeeeee person haha or the more flexible one! Unlike the others (strict parents.not free)! One more thing, our lifes are similar cause we dance,study,eat non stop cycle. we are always doing something! and we seem to be busy all the time. I really enjoy mugging with you all the time^^ it was fruitful except for 1 or 2 failed dates! You're a great friend who's concern about the people around you because you don't want to see any of your friend getting hurt. Another thing why we were close is because we face the same challenges such as balancing hxc dance with studies and how hard we mug we seem to not do very well. Not forgetin you're a person who thinks of others first and not yourself sometimes. There4 love you for all the town study dates before we head for dance! haha and travelling to dhoby together for our individual dance training. <3

Ok im done! :)

Everybody just wanna fall in love.

2010-11-30T13:46:00.003+08:00

(Part 2,Actual details actually)

I was clean for only awhile and then................................

So what happened was...my friends chased me with whipped cream. I was whipped and there were so many banglas there cant stop starring. We felt like we were on bangla island. ok not being racist but srsly they cant stop starring!??

After washing up, we were all stoning LOL.

TOOO MUCH FOOOOOD:O

We were dam tired, look at our eyes!!!
I was dam high, so yeah i got Shawn to be high too HAHA. We were like self-shiok! HEHE.

Shawn & I are epic faces partners ^^

OMG I SRSLY THINK THEY LOOK ALIKE.
Killing time~

At night,Shawn left to meet her darling and Shuen left for family dinner.So Yz,Myra and I head for bugis to eat steamboat but it was crowded so we ended up at PP steamboat. YUMMMMMMY, goood dinner^^
Thank you girls so much for celebrating my birthday early:) I love each and one of you!Here's my appreciation to you girls!!!(in no order!!)Shawn Loo: I met you since the first day of school. But we didn't bother each other much coz we were not in the same class. We were like ' who's that bitch ' to each other and we kinda dislike each other? coz we labelled each other bitch. We didn't really care coz we were different class. Haha, but surprisingly we ended up in student council trials! So we started talking. I remembered our first duty was late coming duty, and we talked. The first topic was ' ARE YOU SINGLE OR ATTACHED' HAHAHA. It was really hilarious.... and we became really chatty since then! Every time in council we were together! we bitch and talk about everything in common. You understand me really well during that tough year(Sec1) when I was on the verge of thinking to leave Temasek and transfer to Ngee Ann or something. You were there for me while I was going through hard times with my classmates. You were like the only listening ear i got in Temasek back then. If it wasn't for you, i might be a very depressed kid in Temasek.
There4, I love you Shawn<3>Myra Ong : I didn't really dare talk to you much because you were so 'innocent' and im afraid i offend you in some way in sec 1/2. I wasn't really close to you back then, which i have no idea why! But i know we were busmates haha. It was always fun to have you arnd esp council times! You're a very understanding person and you can stand my nonsense in council HAHA. But now...our friendship has brought on a whole new level! We are like the bimbo + bimbo = bimbos haha. and ma la + kimchi = malakimchi tang haha smth like that. Also all those shopping times, when i ffed-up your mind to spend on those clothes that you were hestitating. HEHE. I also found out that you're a more bimbo person than me ALL THE TIME. Other than that, you understand me in and out too, and accept me for who am I! Haha even thou you're the 'quiet' one and i'm the 'noisy' one. There4 love you for the movie times(FD) and fail study dates hehe <3 Jennifer Z : I must say we were enemies from the start. I tried to talk to you by asking some questions abt your life which you're not really comfortable about and you end up thinkin I was a trying to be busybody person. Ever since then, i didn't really talk to you nicely and kinda dislike your sarcasm and felt you were arrogant at first. HOWEVER.......after all the shit in our class. We had the same thinking like ' they are so damn lame ' haha. And we started to clique thanks to Jessica partly! Funniest part was we thought the same way about Jess. Hahaha! I guess she knew that already! When we were in sec2, we were still not very close, there was a sort of tension! However when we started seating with each other in class, we became really chatty and even got seperated in class. Also , Mr Lim specifically said that we are not to seat with each other and labelled us bimbos! (wth) Slowly later we went town together do the craziest stuff in town and craziest camwhoring momments in your pool! haha! If not for you in sec 2, i think my whole two years in 2/3 would be terrible!! thank god you came in to TMS and to 2/3,helping to make Jess & I more happier in a way! I love you for being spontaneous and realistic all the time. And you're not fake like the other girls, you do what you think is right, you don't do what people think it's right. <3OK CONTINUE...........in the next post!!

Dead disco.

2010-11-30T12:07:00.002+08:00

(Hari Raya Haji 19November2010)
Advanced Birthday Celebration ^^

- Went to jog with shawn in the morning, followed by breakfast with my family @ bedok b4 meeting the girls! We were supposingly to meet really really really early but plan FAIL. Everyone was delayed haha, no one was exactly punctual! so we were really hestitated about going sentosa thanks to the unpredictable weather and our poor sick Shuen! So in the end we decided LET'S TRY OUR LUCK HAHA. We bought alottttttttttttt of food @ giant thanks to Shawn's $20 voucher ^^ Took the train to sentosa after that! We head for the beach, had a fail picnic. -Shuen accidentally smashed my cake BUT IT'S ALRIGHT:)
As you can see HAHA. Thank you Yizhen for the pretty decoration!!
So Shuen was really into bananas offering every a banana. The banana was nice, really. OK SOUNDS WRONG.

Shawn became touchy, she hugged me and we act as if we're in the 'titanic scene'

Ok so i was high HEHE.

(will continue later) * I LEFT OUT ALOT OF DETAILS.

2010-11-20T23:02:00.003+08:00

Hi guys im flyin to china in a hr or 2. Yep im so sleeeeepy gosh its been tiring for me this days.. Anyway my birthday is in 2days:) happy advanced birthday to myself. Im finally fifteen in 2 days ok 15 still so young. Too young to do some things n too old to do other things. K bye off to china.

Live like we're dying.

2010-11-19T21:48:00.002+08:00

sorrrrrry people , i'm really slow @ updating!!! i'm just so busy, haha busy with everything!

Ok start with Halloween~ Skye came over my house for a sleepover, we had a Halloween movie marathon in the living room hehe, but we were dam phail, by 3am we were dam tired already and we ended up sleeping! haha! ok so we were playing with red lipstick.'trying to get into the Halloween mood'

When we decided to play some lip stick hehe.

Ok guys, im heading for China tmrw night. And tmrw is open house! do come down if you're P6 haha or whatever la haha. Im performing yep!!!

Wet weather programme.

2010-11-16T17:45:00.003+08:00

OK HI GUYS HEHE supposingly muai girls and I planned to go Sentosa tmr. but it's raining every day:( i doubt we can go sentosa tmrw to celebrate my early advanced birthday.... so imma write a list on where to go tmrw HAHA. it's our wet weather programme, you see we needa be PLAN SMART!

1. Lunch at Din Tai Fung.
2. Bowl/K-box?
3. Movie..........worst come to worst.
4. Rent a room to watch movie/play xbox HAHA.
5. Steamboat at night!
6. ........................singapore is so smalll, what's there to do besides town???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

someone please suggest some gooooooooood places!

You shut me up and I'll just scream.

2010-11-14T21:50:00.004+08:00

Time really pass fast! I miss all those people below :( So much fun,sweat and experience. It was once in a lifetime. It really was a privillege to meet all the great awe-some choreographers. Really hope something like that will come back next year!!

Lil'monstars! miss all of them!

* Bored, so yep a random post :)

It's just you and me.

2010-11-14T19:55:00.002+08:00

Met up with Xiao shi, Carolyn and Xiaoqian on de-pa-va-li:) yep! I finally met them! Gosh , we are all sooooo caught up with school . They are all in the same school so they get to see each other everyday but I don't! So it's kinda hard to get them to meet up. We hung around Tampinese yes we no go town! So that day my eyes fail on me, look @ how much sleep i didn't get :(

Ok off for dinner ^^

Cool like a penguin.

2010-11-13T11:40:00.002+08:00

I have updated my selling blog..............please fund me thankyouverymuch:)

http://cheapdirt22.blogspot.com/

It's just a small update. WILL clear my wardrobe even more when i'm moving house after my china trip! heh!

Feel so hell.

2010-11-13T11:06:00.004+08:00

( UPDATED~ , PLEASE SCROLL DOWN )

HEHE MY LAPTOP IS REPAIRED :)))))))

im damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn sick ok. YES I KNW I SHOULDNT WISH TO BE SICK BUT STILLL WHATEVER..... doc said i could have gotten dengue. BUT I DONT BELIEVE :) im as strong as a bull! my immunity level isn't that low. I just got sick because i actually wished to be sick to skip school. how smart am I!!!!

So guys my fever hit 40.4???? YES i could have admitted to the hospital but nope i didn't. I just slept and tahan and it dropped till 38. Yesterday it was only around 37.0-37.9 This morning for once is was 36.0!!!!!! but i didn't had my medication earlier so it went back 37.4
SO IT'S ONLY A SLIGHT FEVER I HOPE!!!!! hahaha i don't have to go to the hospital to take some stupid blood test anymore to confirm that i have gotten dengue YAY ME.

SHIT LA IM SKIPPING CREW TRAINING AND TUITION TODAY FUCKIT.

on the good side.
My EYE BAGS ARE NOT THAT SERIOUS ANYMORE HOHOHOHO. i think i have been sleepin for atleast 16/24 hours. MY EYE BAGS ARE LIKE not that obvious. HAAHAHAHAHAAHA.

Ok im updating with pictures later but gotta charge the laptop first -.-

I WOULD HAVE BOUGHT THIS SHOE ONLY IF THE SHIPPING FEE IS NOT THAT HIGH.

AHHH SO CHIO~

I don't mind hurting.

2010-11-10T19:14:00.003+08:00

(EDIT)
i was playing with my bro's laptop webcam HEHE.

HI my laptop is back in repair AGAIN.
OK ANYWAY i will update selling post + other stuff when i'm free k:)
SORRY I am quite busy lately~

OK GUYS I THINK THIS IS MY INSPIRATION HAHAHA.
http://www.bodyrock.tv/category/daily-workouts/

2010-11-06T22:18:00.002+08:00

Thinking if i should private this blog. Saw my stats counter and realised No one is reading so it's a matter of time to do something.

Lesson learnt.

2010-11-06T22:16:00.002+08:00

I had learnt how to be alone. Sometimes, people are better off alone. Because at the end of the day, you're alone.

Keep the party going.

2010-10-30T11:30:00.003+08:00

HI ALL.So i decided to update about Jen's birthday hahahaha. that was how long ago?????? I DON'T KNOW HAAHAHAHA. my aim is to blog about everything that happened this year. so next time when i look back at my post i will be like " woooooooo that happened? wow memories! " sorry it's soooo overdue! heh:) I said I was gonna update but i did nt. So yeah I'm really free now so i am updating! hehe. I remember us pranking on Jen! we gave her a box full of rubbish ok we are not that Mean we gave her another box full of other surprises k! haha
the first box was her birthday cake, stupid yizhen went to smash the cake at her when we told her that we are gonna eat the cake first! the cake smashed to the wall and back to the box..Jen & yz were screaming that the whole restaurant kinda stared at us. Madness!

if i didn't remember wrongly we went to catch a movie follow by a pedicure!

Seee how badly the cake was smashed! STUPID YZ. SHE didn't gave us the chance to be part of the smashin!seeee how pissed Jen was!! priceless faces:)Jen was like she's gonna pour chocolate on Yz on her 16th birthday HAHAHA.

Yep im done ahahaha!!! gosh i realised how much i haven't been updating!

Hop out on the room turn my swag on.

2010-10-29T22:20:00.005+08:00

Crew outing on Wednesday @ marina barage made me felt like there was no school the next day. It was so much madness with them, Yvonne & Fiona really self-high haha, they started to act like 2ne1 dancing to their songs. Dele also created our own HALO-WEEN video HEHE. I think we over brought/bought food haha. we spent $35 on snacks~ yep...we spent 4hours at marina barage camwhoring,dancing and random talks. I am really looking forward to the next bonding session! (I was playing with my new fish eye lens that day,my mum was really nice to me on Sunday! She bought me the lens willingly as a birthday present(: )

Had many failed shots and hilarious shots...hehe. My eyes are going to close any second! GOODNIGHT:)

SKINS.

2010-10-29T19:38:00.002+08:00

Im @ Myra's hse , Amanda,Shawn,Shuen Ler,Yizhen & Yijun plus me were at her house watching FD 4 . OK IT'S NOT AS GOOOOOD AS 2 & 3! quite a disappointment.... ok i was supposed to go dance but i saw that Pat's class was cancelled so im lazy....hehe i think i will go oschool tmrw then crew!

This morning i sent my mum off, she was flying to Vietnam. haha i love my mum la hehe.

so something bad/good happened today. I don't know if it's good or bad. I feel neutral.. so today i was told i was going to be removed from student council. I'm quite alright with it actually.. So now no teachers will think my outside dance is causing me to do badly or anything. Seriously none of those are really affecting me, I just ain't that smart. I need time to digest things, i am really a slow learner. Though, I had improved but still they said i didnt do well for 3 consecutive terms. Argh actually it's alright really. I don't have to worry about stopping to go Danzpeople:)

Ok gonna eat dinner at Myra's hse bye!

Best dance mates ever.

2010-10-28T21:58:00.003+08:00

Im gonna do a pretty short update first:) Tmrw , I will continue more!:) So yesterday was our first crew outing and it was a success!!!! wonderful crew mates and aawwweeesome accompany. I love them really! I will update more tmrw~

This was my favourite picture:)

Yvonne and I were disrupting the photo HAHA.

THIS LOOKS WRONG HAHAHA.

Look at our leg muscles omgomg^^

This is a gradient jump LOLOL.
OK I WILL CONTINUE TMRW NEEDA SLEEP cause I am sending my mum to the airport then heading school for dance! It is SYF auditions so yes i decided to do it! So wish me luck:) I CANT WAIT FOR MOVIE MARATHON WITH MY GIRLS YO~! *XIAOSHI CAROLYN XIAOQIAN WHEN ARE WE MEETING????!!! I MISS YOU GIRLS REALLY <333333333

Tell me how.

2010-10-26T22:13:00.001+08:00

This is probably my favourite picture haha! And it's dedicated to our dear Keith Yap! Cause we were trying to smile like him(obviously fail like what Keith said!)

* Currently I am munching on Salt&Vinegear Lays....so what has happened to diet??? HAHAHA IM SO SCREWED OK i just realised there's meeting in the morning, k i decided to be late.

Perfect accompany.

2010-10-26T21:15:00.003+08:00

Before the cake turns uglier and uglier HAHA.

Cute right ^^

This was during the sept holidays when we celebrated Shuen(7Sept) and Shawn(8Sept) birthdays together on Hari Raya( i think!) Yep. It was so much fun with cake smashing at each other faces. ahaha, of course many lovely dovey pictures!

AND I THINK Xavier Chua can be my brother lolol!!! our faces are equally epic!! i realised.

Whip my hair back and forth.

2010-10-26T19:24:00.006+08:00

1.OK guys....I'm praying x100000 times hard because I really hope I don't fall into the 'firing squad'. It's gonna be hell, i guess.

IMAGINE the teachers/HOD question you,it's quite scary....like getting judged by a panel of judges....so yes i really don't want that to happen to me. But i am seeing that coming :(

2.Owell! Anyway, I'm still not too sure if I'm keen to do SYF next year. I am really afraid if I don't balance well my CCA,D'elements training and studies well. I don't know if I should give it a try again. Seriously, back then in mid-year , it wasn't easy at all. It was never easy to handle so much shit at one time. Ok, part of me want to do SYF cause it's the last one and another part of me don't want to do SYF because no syf = stand down. I really want to stand down cause i am getting sick of the routine of studying,cca then blabla. I am tired. I don't think I am the only one? I mean who wants to go back during the holidays for CCA? Obviously, no one right!

So yes the decision on joining SYF or not is second thing in my head now, I guess I'm gonna give it a try? Auditions is this Friday, I am not a bit confident with my steps at all.. I am not really good at slow pieces...so i am just going to hope for the best during my audition, hopefully i reach the highest band heh.

3. There's a upcoming show @ sentosa cove this Friday night :) YAY finally performing ok it feels like it's been soooooo long since i performed. Well, it's only been a month or more only.

4. I am so bloody pissed with my own birthday.... I am leaving Singapore on 20 nov night NOT 21 nov night. So.. i thought i was able to have fun during the day. GUESS WHAT.. there's Open house! My only day left is 19Nov :( it's freaking stupid cause it's 3 days before my actual birthday. I REALLY HATE THIS....i am like missing my own birthday every 2-3 years.. the last time i missed was my 11th birthday AND i don't want it to happen again. IT SUCKS SERIOUSLY. I actually thought on 18th i can have fun with another group of friends,but NO it's grad night! WOW.
SO YES FML. I bet you all will be like, ' why am I making such a big fuss about my birthday?! ' the thing is.. if you were in my position, will you be happy? I mean who does not want to have fun on their birthday right or at least the eve of your birthday. BUT HELLO I DON'T GET TO! Don't even talk about the eve or two days before... it's like impossible already.

I was supposed to have a party with Zoey Chow(20th November) on her actual day but NO I'm flying ~ HOW nice!! so i actually thought we could postponed, but her friends are mostly Poly students! Also... her mum is quite unreasonable.. if she is allowed to have the party not on her birthday, Zoey have to stay home on her birthday. Obviously, i don't want to drag my friend to misery like me. So yes, i decided to back out. So the party is on~ i am quite disappointed that I am not in it. But it's alright, there's next year!

OK YOU SEE HOW UPSET AM I WITH MY BIRTHDAY NOW. I USED TO LOVE NOVEMBER. NOW I FREAKING HATE IT. There's extra 2 weeks for school, then Seniors stand down then grad night then open house and off to china!

yes............i so hate everything that has been planned ahead now. I am already not in the mood for my birthday anymore, i am not looking forward to it at all. It's so shitty now~ i am just hoping for the best. OK I'm going to have fun celebrating my birthday in china!!!!!!!

5. It's only less than a month to gradnight/seniors stand down.
Dancers and I are going to start rushing out 2 items in sucha short period of time. I HATE IT when teachers don't get back to you much earlier, and students have to end up rushing things.

6.I think I have to start a diet for myself, I have officially grew fatter~ this is bad and this means having the need to start running!(SHAWN WHEN ARE WE RUNNING?)

7. I think my dance has deproved, i became from bad to worst now. My lines are like gone~ I feel 'cui' so yes. I need to shape up!

8. Thank you for those who read till this last line, this is how I am feeling in my freaking mind now.
You can say I 'over-think'.
OK i assure you that my next post will be full of pictures ^^

Lil Freak.

2010-10-24T21:07:00.005+08:00

One random day which i really don't remember~ OK i think it was during Sept holidays? HAHA yes omg so overdued........ haha pardon me if im posting pictures from all over the past few weeks..sorry!

All i remember was, it was a super long time since I met Carolyn & Asraf!

(That day my eye was a bitch,I HATE ONE EYE BIG ONE EYE SMALL,URGH)

Knock out.

2010-10-23T11:28:00.007+08:00

(EDITED)

THIS WAS CREEPY..

So at night we wanted to catch a movie but we couldn't get tixx :( so we ended up in Myra's house 4 takeaway dinner + chillin. That girl ah, parents not @ home is srsly HOME ALONE.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
OK WTFFFFFFFFF i actually typed a entry, waiting for my pictures to done uploading,then I would update but my internet lagged so my entry was gone. Actually i thought it would be auto saved but nooooooo it's not. WEIRD??? I can't find that draft in blogger. OK im toooo lazy to type everything again, wait....i don't remember what i wrote.

MY HEALTH/BODY is being a bitch here, thankssssss to the stupid HAZE!!!!! urgh ytsd couldn't head to danzpeople coz i was having a fever, and now im having backaches ( the after effects of not dancing for 1 month) YESSSS IM SOOOO CUI now..... I HOPE I CAN MAKE IT FOR TODAY'S CREW TRAINING. Feeeeelin alil crappy now, my body can't function well.
LIFE SUXXXX for me after exams. Schoool friends are busy, xq & carol are Q-ing for KPOP. The guys are busy too, crew mate yet to reply me( some having PA show ) . SO yessss every1 is busy x10000 left me finding the world , wondering if they're freeeeee!!!

OMG PEOPLE AGREE WITH ME THIS IS A SKINNY BIMBO HEHE

Do we loook alike LOL

Fail hair swing HEHE.

Perfect nightmare.

2010-10-22T22:41:00.002+08:00

Maybe it's isn't As that I'm getting, but I'm quite satisfied with my results.
I haven't been passing more than 3/4 subjects for the whole year. Yes I know I'm not academically inclined. But this time round,i passed 5 subjects. And for my overall, I passed everything:) From being the last person in class, I had moved 10 positions in front. OH YES I DON'T THINK I HAVE TO BE FORCE TO DROP AMATHS AFTERALL.

Secondary 3 is gone in a blink, it's going to be sec4 really soon. I think Os is very scary... I need to aim high enough for a JC. At this rate, I doubt I can go into a JC..so yes i decided to stop dancing at least 4/5 months before Os next year. (I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M SAYING THIS YO)
.......ok wait i will limit myself, and will only go dancing two times a month, two months b4 Os then i will COMPLETELY STOP.

Cause during mye when i had so much shit, i failed 4 subjects for MYE itself.
When I didn't had much things going on, I failed 4, and they are borderline.. it wasn't like a freaking F9 or E8.

SO yes this proves that i can't balance my commitments well. And this sucks :( I FEEL LOUSY~ I'M SO JEALOUS of those who can balance everything,e.g studies,hobby and bla~ YES. I badly wanna be a all rounder, but i guessed I failed to.... so yes i decided that this nov/dec holidays , I will start revising on my chem/phy and continue practicing Amaths, sounds good?

ENOUGH ABOUT ALL THIS STUDY THING~ Time to update what I've been up to for the past few weeks:)

Shall update what I did with my babes on Marking day. We had no plans, we didn't even planned anything. We just met up at cityhall for lunch and headed to a really coolio cafe @ clarke quay for board games. We're so fickled, really. We played 10 different games in 3-4 hours. IT'S BEEN LONG SINCE WE HAD SO MUCH FUN. <3>

FAILED GAME.... we had our own rules lolol.

SEE WHAT I MEAN??

OK MY MUM IS RUSHING ME TMRW i will continue~

Dance Dance Dance.

2010-10-20T18:32:00.008+08:00

Mr Lim was trying to show us a magic trick, A FAKE ONE WTH.

The hard work all paid off! The choreo, perfomance was a successful one:)

Awesome audience and supporters!

The dancers were having their fun in the studio,all the dance-jamming everything. hehe. OK DONT ASK ME WHY MY PICTURE SIZES SO WEIRD. PHOTOBUCKET IS A BITCH........

ok im still busy uploading on facebook, people i have 1000+ over picas :( SO MUCH TO UPLOAD........................SIANZXSSSSSS!!!! K CIAO.

Never say can't.

2010-10-20T17:49:00.002+08:00

Hi alllll my eoys are long over and getting back my results already! :)
I did really well for Amaths, it was the first time i passed and i got A2! WOOTS. OK i passed chinese and elect history. But i failed science again :(

I REALLY NEEEEEED TO PROMOTE TO SEC4 ;(

Anyway i can blog cozzzz my mum bought a new laptop for my brother, and im currently lending from my brother for awhile! SO YES I CAN FINALLY UPLOAD PICTURES. IM A FREE PERSON for now!!!!

OK sooooooo yep wait for my nexxxxxxt update which is soon ~

2010-09-29T22:31:00.003+08:00

This got me thinking real hard... Im 15 this year, people thinks its still young. Well, i don't. 5 more years or 10 more years down the road, what am i gonna do in life? Am i just gonna waste my life away like what most do. Or am i gonna make a achievement? What do i wanna be? What job do i want? What can i do? This whole 'thinking for the future' got me thinking really hard. Hearing what my dad told me about his experinces really got me thinking... My dad whom i thought, didnt face so much of this problems. But today he tells me he till now has no idea what he wants.. My dad is already 43 this yr. Whatever he said got me thinking about my future. He said he is going to quit his job soon as he felt it was meaningless to work his ass off for a good pay. He wants to do something that he likes even though the pay is lower. So my dad told me his trouble and it got me thinking. So yeah,after thinking so hard of what i wanna do , my conclusion : i have no idea. I feel useless and dumb.

But i keep trying.

2010-09-14T20:01:00.003+08:00

Hi im at putien now hving family dinner. My mum ordered 3-4 people quantity since there's 5 of us. So my granny and my brother are freakin not eatin much. Only me my mum and my maid. What i ate just now= 2/4 person share. So that makes me fatter urghhhhh. Sorry i hate wasting food. Ever since pahang i appreciate food more than before... Anyway i watched suntec dance finals with d'ele on last sat. Ohhayguys won!!! Wooohoo happy for ash and erwin:) freshest nutz, spice boyz and freekzy nutz so as the others! I hope d'ele takes part in suntec two yrs frm now after Os and maybe we can get in to finals... hehe -.- i must be too confident... So eoys in 3 weeks im not prepared i feel screwed. I forgotten alot of things taught last half the year. This is bad... Ok not everything i forget, i just dont rmbr most. My combi is more on the hummanities, obviously i wont be able to rmbr every single shit. I wish i habe super memory. Ok my internet is still down fml.

2011

2010-09-08T20:27:00.005+08:00

HI all! 2011 is here in less than a day already. I shall type out a post as short as possible. I think 2010 was one of my best years, really! I never danced played studied this hard b4. Every week/day was smth to look forward to. Either performances,crew trainings,bff days, outings, study dates, loner study date. Ha practically everyday was something new. Dance : if not for Pat,jootz n d'ele n UG I think I will never be able to improve this fast. Training with everyone just made me stronger. I can't believe I'm In d'ele fr alrd a yr! Our tough training for shows and winning shine youth competition n everything else.. Wow time flies! Next I wanna thank the foreign choreographers who came to sg to show their love fr Sg! They are.... Amazing dope! Not fr danzpeople I don't think I would get to perform that often. I think this yr I performed 10-15 times including sch dance. It was like once/twice a month!! Danzpeople was like my second home n as important as sch to me!! School : I realized who my true friends were in school. Found the amazing clique in school! Shawn, Shuen, Jen , Yi Zhen, Myra! We became so close... Not forgettin Zoey, Skye n Annabelle Lee! 3/8 was also the best class ever thou every outing is a epic fail but best classmates! Next the dancers had been cooperative with me in dance ESP teachers day, thank you so much guys! Studies : I won't say I did well. I know the fact that I can't balance dance n studies well enough. I'm happy I got thru 2010 with hxc dance n study routine. It was really hectic! Anyway a small improvement in eoy was good enough for me:). Old friends : I understand that we have drifted alil but we will all be together after all! We r all busy that's why but I still luv you all! Xs,xq n Carolyn!!!! We have been thru so much n we have much More to go! Not forgettin my pri sch classmates ailyn Denise n yuling can't believe racyersado is left with the 4 of us!! It's alright we r still close!:). Family: I have the best parents man!! ESP my mum she is my biggest supporter in whatever choice I made! She is the best mum I can nvr ask fr more even thou I piss her off n sometimes I feel angry with my mum but I still love her!! My dad also been really lenient unlike dads who expect their daughter to be home early haha. N my bro thanks fr being such an annoyance but u make me laugh! Love life : nothing! I'm lonely no time for heart breaks. It's a waste of time:) 2010 was a good yr better than 2008 2009 so I rlly hope 2011 would be even better! Thou I'm not looking forward to 2011 I'm scare.... Os , SYF, stopping dele for awhile :( I want to be really focus on my studies n nth else! I want to achieve 10 points, sounds impossible but I will work towards it!!!!!!!!!!!! As there's no more dance to balance I'm sure I can do bettter! I wanna prove to my dad I can freaking go into a acceptable JC! Yep 2011 I'm prepared to let go of hxc dance I'm prepared to be a nerd for Os and it will start tmrw:) 5 more days:) ok bye happy early new year!! 2011 here I come!!!!!!!

I'm not alive If I'm lonely.

2010-09-08T20:27:00.003+08:00

Hi alll i badly wanna upload pictures but my Internet on my laptop is down. So I can only blog thru my bro itouch or my mum iPhone. Sucks right! My mum only will repair my Internet for me after my eoys urgh! Anyway in the meanwhile just formspring me ok! I'm bored one! Hols have been productive so far, I tried oschool on Monday night. And I'm loving it but I still love danz^^ btw! Follow me on twitter, I update really often heh so follow me:)) ok cya all! And my fav songs now are just the way you are, hello good morning, let's get it in, codene phene, perfect and on to the next one. ^^